Benographyshion

Fuck this shitty weather . Its friggin hot motherfucker ! omygod i could literally died . I wanna go out but i dont know where the hell is my friends . So stuck here at home watching MTV World Stage Coldplay . Damnn wish i was there man .. and ohh 30 Seconds To Mars is coming to Malaysia ! Fuckkkk !! I wanna go so badly ! Okay , so here's the thing .. i seriously dont know what to do with my life . Wanted to continue study but i dont know what course should i take . Culinary ? Fashion Design ? Journalism ? .. im ashamed when someone asked me "jadi ben apa la kau buat sekarang?" "ahh teda la , di rumah ja haha" (pretending to laugh) , its like they think im lazy to continue my studies but actually im not . Im just still confused .. Wether to go to Kuala Lumpur or just stay here in Kota Kinabalu . Right now , all im thinking about is eating ice cream because this shitty weather is killing me . Ohh God , its July already , please be nice to me . AAAHHHH i want to eat something or anything cold !!!! Fuck this shit .. im out !