Benographyshion

Ok so its the month of October already . Things has been the same for me . I mean my life .. Nothing much happen . Well accept the fact that i just got back from a really long trip to Kuala Lumpur . Its my sister's Convo , but we decided to stay there for a little while . And ohh i also been doing a lot of shopping there . Bought stuff like brogues , khaki pants , belt , blazer etc etc etc .. things that hard to find here in my place and its super cheap. Thats why i bought like tons of stuff . And ohh i gained weight . Even my friend said something like this "omylord ben! you getting fat ! like real fat ! you used to be like the skinniest among us but now .. what happen!" I know .. what the fuck right ? ITS BECAUSE I DONT HAVING ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE TO DO ACCEPT EATING . I EAT LIKE 2351273784990987635 MEALS A DAY . SO PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP PEOPLE . MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS . I TRIED MY BEST TO BE SKINNY AS A FUCKING STICK BUT I CANT . YOU KNOW WHY BECAUSE THERE'S TONS OF SHIT I ATE ALMOST EVERY FUCKING SECONDS . Mind my language ..Change topics*

I have this friend , whom used to be like my super duper best friends . She .. well i dont really know whats going on her mind . Because she change from the perfect bff to the slutty attention whore . Seriously? Why? I mean , we're like inseparable . People always say that we're twins . Like siamese twins . Why you change ? Seing you hanging out with some other bitch who likes the attention makes me think .. "woww the fuck just happen?" well .. i only have one thing to say ..

Almost the end of the year right ? And still .. im college-less . Even my sister already graduate . Having diploma on her hand . While me ? SPM? Who the fuck would take me for work with them if i only have SPM Certificate . Ughhh omg Ben .. Work your fucking butt off if you want to go to Paris ! Find the perfect college! Tons of shit in my brain ! Gotta let it out !